I'm sure this is the first of many stupid irrational fears I will have. It's nothing huge, but I am way insecure about my weight. I touched on it a little in a previous post about having lost weight and gaining it back. And as I was hitting the shower after the gym today I for some reason got to thinking about how weird it's going to be to have another woman seeing my bare stomach. I've had two kids and my stomach is far from perfect, which on a day to day doesn't bother me too much. But thinking about Momma E seeing my stomach before the obviously pregnant period made me really self conscious. Which then brought me to the thought of worrying if she would be upset because I wouldn't show as soon as I would if I were to start the pregnancy at a lower weight.
I know in the grand scheme of things this means nothing and it's a stupid fear to have, but I got worried thinking about it today. Unfortunately there's really nothing I can do about it besides continuing to hit the gym and maintain a decent diet. I can't start a new crazy workout right now, so the best I can do is keep doing what I'm doing and hope for the best.
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